germy.

Monday, April 16, 2007

I think everyday is a struggle. I used to think it was me vs God, in that I would always have to make a choice between what I wanted to do and what God would think is right. But now I think it's just me vs me. Ultimately, I'm the one who's holding back, who's making the final decisions, but God is always there to work with me, to tell me the right things to do; it's really up to me if I choose to listen to His words and if I choose to take the right path.

Sometimes I feel that I can forget things if I just ignore them; but then thats just a temporary thing isn't it? they always come back anyway, and then I'm just faced with the same problems as before. but its scary at times to face up to the truth, and to have to deal with it, and although I know that running away won't solve anything, at times it just seems so much safer and easier. I'm scared God, help.

~me~ at 11:49 AM

my search for verve

Monday, April 16, 2007 I think everyday is a struggle. I used to think it was me vs God, in that I would always have to make a choice between what I wanted to do and what God would think is right. But now I think it's just me vs me. Ultimately, I'm the one who's holding back, who's making the final decisions, but God is always there to work with me, to tell me the right things to do; it's really up to me if I choose to listen to His words and if I choose to take the right path. Sometimes I feel that I can forget things if I just ignore them; but then thats just a temporary thing isn't it? they always come back anyway, and then I'm just faced with the same problems as before. but its scary at times to face up to the truth, and to have to deal with it, and although I know that running away won't solve anything, at times it just seems so much safer and easier. I'm scared God, help. ~me~ at 11:49 AM
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