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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Today, I finally got the chance to say some things I've wanted to say for a long while..but somehow they came out sounding wrong. Its like how you've something on your mind for a long time, and it's just bursting to come out, but you just don't know where to start, and what to say, cos there's so much you wanna say..but then after everything you just wish you could have put things differently.

I wonder if it's just me expecting too much..after all I always tell myself not to expect too much, cos I'd rather expect less and rejoice if I do happen to receive more than what I bargained for..but sometimes you can't help but have certain wishes and hopes, particularly when it comes to people..and sometimes the closer you are to a person, the more hurt you feel by the smallest of actions, or the absence of an action.

Anyway, I'm just glad for now that my portfolio's over and done with! quite amazed that I was able to dish out 3500 words worth of reflective nonsense..reading over it, I wonder if the marker will really buy what I wrote..I mean most of it is true, but it just sounds so cliched. But I suppose thats what self-reflection's about, and I'm guessing that's what they want.

Heh my mom was telling me abit about chinese medicine today. about the yin and yang and the balance and the five elements in relation to the body. pretty interesting stuff, and it's intriguing to know that alot of it literally opposes western beliefs..but if you think about it, some of this chinese stuff really does work, though it's never been scientifically proven. I guess it boils down to individual belief in the end, and what works best for one person might not neccessarily work best for another.

xinli: thanks girl!:) can't wait for this friday again:)

~me~ at 5:14 AM

my search for verve

Tuesday, January 30, 2007 Today, I finally got the chance to say some things I've wanted to say for a long while..but somehow they came out sounding wrong. Its like how you've something on your mind for a long time, and it's just bursting to come out, but you just don't know where to start, and what to say, cos there's so much you wanna say..but then after everything you just wish you could have put things differently. I wonder if it's just me expecting too much..after all I always tell myself not to expect too much, cos I'd rather expect less and rejoice if I do happen to receive more than what I bargained for..but sometimes you can't help but have certain wishes and hopes, particularly when it comes to people..and sometimes the closer you are to a person, the more hurt you feel by the smallest of actions, or the absence of an action. Anyway, I'm just glad for now that my portfolio's over and done with! quite amazed that I was able to dish out 3500 words worth of reflective nonsense..reading over it, I wonder if the marker will really buy what I wrote..I mean most of it is true, but it just sounds so cliched. But I suppose thats what self-reflection's about, and I'm guessing that's what they want. Heh my mom was telling me abit about chinese medicine today. about the yin and yang and the balance and the five elements in relation to the body. pretty interesting stuff, and it's intriguing to know that alot of it literally opposes western beliefs..but if you think about it, some of this chinese stuff really does work, though it's never been scientifically proven. I guess it boils down to individual belief in the end, and what works best for one person might not neccessarily work best for another. xinli: thanks girl!:) can't wait for this friday again:) ~me~ at 5:14 AM
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