germy.

Friday, January 19, 2007

feels like I have alot to tell, but everything's sort of disorganised right now and I don't really know where to start, so please be patient and read:)

time's flying by so fast..been almost one week since my last post. so little time, so much to do. spent this week trying to sort out some issues..and I can't say I've reached any sort of conclusion, but I guess the important thing is to try harder and to sort things out as they come my way.

I pray that I may be more patient with the people around me, particularly my family members..and I really thank God for the loved ones in my life:) I'm sorry if I seem insensitive to the things that happen around me at times, but I'll try harder. And thank you. You might not think you did much, but you've really made an impact in my life. What you said the other day made me think, and I was abit confused over what to do at first, but things are sort of clearer now..

I think I really need to try harder to find a church and a group that I feel really at ease with in sydney. My religious life has been shakey since leaving for australia, and I know I can't fully attribute that to my bad experience at creston..alot of it has to do with myself, and I know that in the end I'm the only one who can improve on this aspect of my life. This year was betterm..with merleen and the nice people she introduced me to, they did help me to grow in spirit, but then something still seems to be missing..then there's bible study, but at times I feel out of place cos I'm catholic and I guess things are run a little differently..

Plus for some reason I've felt relatively more antisocial this year..not sure if that can be attributed to me closing myself off to the people around me, or perhaps I'm just tired of meeting new people, which I guess isn't too emotionally healthy.

anyways..half of my hols are gone already. I'm just gonna try to make the most of what's left:)

Heh Lucas looks pretty smart here; he's starting to show interest in current events:) oh and today his godmum gave him a stroller to walk around with..he was so happy! holding onto it tightly and literally running all about the house:) I sort of pity my sister when he starts to walk on his own for real..he's gonna be tiring to have to look after when he's able to run around by himself:)

~me~ at 3:56 AM

my search for verve

Friday, January 19, 2007 feels like I have alot to tell, but everything's sort of disorganised right now and I don't really know where to start, so please be patient and read:) time's flying by so fast..been almost one week since my last post. so little time, so much to do. spent this week trying to sort out some issues..and I can't say I've reached any sort of conclusion, but I guess the important thing is to try harder and to sort things out as they come my way. I pray that I may be more patient with the people around me, particularly my family members..and I really thank God for the loved ones in my life:) I'm sorry if I seem insensitive to the things that happen around me at times, but I'll try harder. And thank you. You might not think you did much, but you've really made an impact in my life. What you said the other day made me think, and I was abit confused over what to do at first, but things are sort of clearer now.. I think I really need to try harder to find a church and a group that I feel really at ease with in sydney. My religious life has been shakey since leaving for australia, and I know I can't fully attribute that to my bad experience at creston..alot of it has to do with myself, and I know that in the end I'm the only one who can improve on this aspect of my life. This year was betterm..with merleen and the nice people she introduced me to, they did help me to grow in spirit, but then something still seems to be missing..then there's bible study, but at times I feel out of place cos I'm catholic and I guess things are run a little differently.. Plus for some reason I've felt relatively more antisocial this year..not sure if that can be attributed to me closing myself off to the people around me, or perhaps I'm just tired of meeting new people, which I guess isn't too emotionally healthy. anyways..half of my hols are gone already. I'm just gonna try to make the most of what's left:) Heh Lucas looks pretty smart here; he's starting to show interest in current events:) oh and today his godmum gave him a stroller to walk around with..he was so happy! holding onto it tightly and literally running all about the house:) I sort of pity my sister when he starts to walk on his own for real..he's gonna be tiring to have to look after when he's able to run around by himself:) ~me~ at 3:56 AM
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