germy.

Saturday, November 18, 2006

the weather this past week has been freaky..it went down to 9degrees on thursday, then shot back up to 25 today, & I think tmr's supposed to be 35. haha I felt pretty miserable in school that day..cold and sleepy and wishing I had chosen to stay home instead of go for ethics tutorial..but then my sgs had a mini end-of-year party thing during class which kinda perked me up:) haha there was pizza, plus chocolate cake & all other sorts of sugary junk which put me on a sugar high for awhile..it was a nice ending to the term:)

end-of-term events always have a kind of down-side feeling to them..like how everyone's been through the year together, and it's kinda sad that the time together has ended, although you know you'll still see everyone around..and it's not like I was really all that close to my classmates or anything, but I hate endings.

I think I'm old enough to understand that this is for the best..I guess I saw it coming a long while away. still, it's hard to picture it actually happening, or the consequences of the situation. And when I do picture it all, I can't help feeling sad, for the people involved, for the people I love, and for myself as well. but. no sense thinking about it now, cos I know I really dont' have any say in the matter....

~me~ at 2:52 AM

my search for verve

Saturday, November 18, 2006 the weather this past week has been freaky..it went down to 9degrees on thursday, then shot back up to 25 today, & I think tmr's supposed to be 35. haha I felt pretty miserable in school that day..cold and sleepy and wishing I had chosen to stay home instead of go for ethics tutorial..but then my sgs had a mini end-of-year party thing during class which kinda perked me up:) haha there was pizza, plus chocolate cake & all other sorts of sugary junk which put me on a sugar high for awhile..it was a nice ending to the term:) end-of-term events always have a kind of down-side feeling to them..like how everyone's been through the year together, and it's kinda sad that the time together has ended, although you know you'll still see everyone around..and it's not like I was really all that close to my classmates or anything, but I hate endings. I think I'm old enough to understand that this is for the best..I guess I saw it coming a long while away. still, it's hard to picture it actually happening, or the consequences of the situation. And when I do picture it all, I can't help feeling sad, for the people involved, for the people I love, and for myself as well. but. no sense thinking about it now, cos I know I really dont' have any say in the matter.... ~me~ at 2:52 AM
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