germy.

Monday, October 16, 2006

I wish sometimes I could turn back time..perhaps I would have done things differently, perhaps my life would not be as it is now. But then I am thankful for many things in my life now:) so I wouldn't want that part of my life to change:) But then I think the human mind is stubborn..or maybe mine just is..and I still find it so hard to let go.

It's been a relaxing weekend:) haha considering I had a paper due today. little nice moments here and there..but then it all makes it so hard to get down to work. My band journal's due tmr as well. haha I still find it abit ridiculous that I have to sit down and reflect after each band practice. But it's all part of the assessment. It just feels cheesy having to pen down stuff like how I feel about playing this piece and how I feel about my instrument and how I can make the piece sound better. It's just hard to verbalise feelings at times. Garh. Wonder how I managed to clear this module last semester. Wonder what the markers are actually looking out for. I'm actually quite impressed that I managed to churn out 10 lame entries last semester:)

~me~ at 11:28 PM

my search for verve

Monday, October 16, 2006 I wish sometimes I could turn back time..perhaps I would have done things differently, perhaps my life would not be as it is now. But then I am thankful for many things in my life now:) so I wouldn't want that part of my life to change:) But then I think the human mind is stubborn..or maybe mine just is..and I still find it so hard to let go. It's been a relaxing weekend:) haha considering I had a paper due today. little nice moments here and there..but then it all makes it so hard to get down to work. My band journal's due tmr as well. haha I still find it abit ridiculous that I have to sit down and reflect after each band practice. But it's all part of the assessment. It just feels cheesy having to pen down stuff like how I feel about playing this piece and how I feel about my instrument and how I can make the piece sound better. It's just hard to verbalise feelings at times. Garh. Wonder how I managed to clear this module last semester. Wonder what the markers are actually looking out for. I'm actually quite impressed that I managed to churn out 10 lame entries last semester:) ~me~ at 11:28 PM
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