germy.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

I've never actually experienced being literally home alone this long before. Haha its actually not been too bad..being able to blast my music as loud as I want, and making a ton of noise in the kitchen early in the morning without being afraid of waking up my housemates..

yes for those of you who don't know, I'm one of those early risers:) Haha well I've been sleeping better this semester...but I still usually get up before any of my housemates..Have you ever realised how loud the sound of pouring cereal can be? especially when the rest of the house is quiet and Lin Min's room is right next to the kitchen..so I normally try to be as quiet as possible but this weekend I've been banging around:)

Anyway, I'm starting to realise how single adults with their own places must feel..coming home everyday to their own private hideout, away from the rest of the world. I remember a discussion with a friend..he was telling me how he kind of wished to live the single life..cos then he wouldn't have to worry about raising a family, or bear the responsibilities of looking after his wife and children. He'd have a nice home to come home to everyday, and his own private time. It is nice to be able to have my own private space. But for how long? Still, the idea of family is scary at times.

Haha and I've literally cleared my fridge in the last 2 days..had to make my dinner from odds and ends tonight. Haha but I guess thats my own fault..for being too lazy to go grocery shopping and for eating like a pig. But I still managed a decent meal tonight:) pretty full now:) Somehow this year's easter has been relatively toned down compared to my previous easters..In that I'm not feeling the full impact of easter as I think I should be. Last year there was dubbo. Back home, I would attend good friday and easter sunday masses with my sisters. And I remember...it never failed to rain heavily on good friday. I remember kneeling at my seat, listening to the sound of the rain on the roof. Every year without fail:) It's like the heavens are crying for Jesus who died for us:) Easter this year somehow hasn't had as much of an effect on me as previous years..maybe cos I've got more on my mind, but I guess thats not an excuse. Not sure why either.

"I am always with you.' Matthew 28:20. Thanks merleen:)

lynn: hey!!heh yay your exams are over:) I've still got another week..enjoy your hols k:) feels like I have so much to tell you..
cheng: *waves back* :)
cindy: haha ok I'll look out for him..think mandy told me about him too:) haha and sorry I keep missing you online!

~me~ at 7:34 PM

my search for verve

Sunday, April 16, 2006 I've never actually experienced being literally home alone this long before. Haha its actually not been too bad..being able to blast my music as loud as I want, and making a ton of noise in the kitchen early in the morning without being afraid of waking up my housemates.. yes for those of you who don't know, I'm one of those early risers:) Haha well I've been sleeping better this semester...but I still usually get up before any of my housemates..Have you ever realised how loud the sound of pouring cereal can be? especially when the rest of the house is quiet and Lin Min's room is right next to the kitchen..so I normally try to be as quiet as possible but this weekend I've been banging around:) Anyway, I'm starting to realise how single adults with their own places must feel..coming home everyday to their own private hideout, away from the rest of the world. I remember a discussion with a friend..he was telling me how he kind of wished to live the single life..cos then he wouldn't have to worry about raising a family, or bear the responsibilities of looking after his wife and children. He'd have a nice home to come home to everyday, and his own private time. It is nice to be able to have my own private space. But for how long? Still, the idea of family is scary at times. Haha and I've literally cleared my fridge in the last 2 days..had to make my dinner from odds and ends tonight. Haha but I guess thats my own fault..for being too lazy to go grocery shopping and for eating like a pig. But I still managed a decent meal tonight:) pretty full now:) Somehow this year's easter has been relatively toned down compared to my previous easters..In that I'm not feeling the full impact of easter as I think I should be. Last year there was dubbo. Back home, I would attend good friday and easter sunday masses with my sisters. And I remember...it never failed to rain heavily on good friday. I remember kneeling at my seat, listening to the sound of the rain on the roof. Every year without fail:) It's like the heavens are crying for Jesus who died for us:) Easter this year somehow hasn't had as much of an effect on me as previous years..maybe cos I've got more on my mind, but I guess thats not an excuse. Not sure why either. "I am always with you.' Matthew 28:20. Thanks merleen:) lynn: hey!!heh yay your exams are over:) I've still got another week..enjoy your hols k:) feels like I have so much to tell you.. cheng: waves back :) cindy: haha ok I'll look out for him..think mandy told me about him too:) haha and sorry I keep missing you online! ~me~ at 7:34 PM
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