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Thursday, March 16, 2006

Me and my sisters gave this to my mom as a xmas present year before last:) And this is my mom's theory...

The 3 cacti represent the 3 of us..as the year 2005 arrived and the wedding took place, one small bud came out from the yellow cactus. Then come the birth of Lucas, another smaller second bud came out from the yellow cactus. At the same time, the yellow and green cacti were deviating further from the pot..

So according to her, my elder sister = yellow cactus. First small bud = chris. Second small bud = Lucas:) Growing at more and more of an angle = she's moving out soon.

me = green cactus. Started growing outwards when I left for australia..supposed to mean I left home I guess. And apparantly a small bud's started growing out of the green cactus..haha.

my younger sister = red cactus. Still straight. Still at home.


For so long I've been telling myself to forget..but I guess on some level I never really did forget. Maybe I was just trying to convince myself..or maybe I was just trying to think optimistically..I don't know. Do I really know myself? does anyone?


Somone told me this.."As we grow older, we find less reasons to smile and laugh.." It's kinda true on some level I suppose..but not necessarily a bad thing..I think it just means we're growing older. as in we find ourselves thinking more about the things that await us in life, and what we want for ourselves..maybe there are less things to smile and laugh about, but I guess it just makes us treasure more the things worth smiling about.


And yet another splash of random thoughts...


xinli: heh yep I'm doing fine:) and I can't believe you and cindy were talking about me behind my back so blatantly on msn...hmph. :)
olly: yep that was a pretty sad clinical session..but learnt abit out of it too:) heh yay and you've got nice pics on your blog now too:)
~me~ at 11:10 AM