germy.

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Another saturday gone by..why do the weekends fly by so fast?

I had a good bible study last night with gloria and ollie:) haha we felt kinda bad for not going for FOCUS but we made up for it by having our own little group study at our dining room table:) it was good in that I probably spoke up more than I would have if I had gone for FOCUS:)

The bible really confuses me at times.

Sometimes I wonder if a situation arose in which my faith was tested, I would fail. Doesn't the fact that I'm thinking this already mean I'm weak in faith? But then again, people say, in dire situations, you can surprise yourself. I guess it just means we can never know for sure what we will do, or what we won't do in a certain situation. It's just scary that life can be so uncertain, so shakey, so unpredictable. I remember gloria and ollie saying this yesterday, "Nothing's for certain, except God." I really thank God for them. :)

And this is really off-topic, but it's kinda weird how the topic of 'luck' came up 3 times today in 3 seperate conversations with 3 different people. Do you believe in luck? Guess I'm not even sure what luck is supposed to mean. Yeah I feel lucky, in a blessed sort of way, but most of the time I feel I don't have good luck. like the kind of good luck in mahjong, or winning the lottery. Then again that kind of luck is never really neccessary..in a way its good not to have that sort of luck, or else you'd just be alot harder to please when it came to other things in life.

And in a form of procrasination, I moved around my furniture in my room abit today:) Also cos I got kinda weirded out by waking up to my reflection every morning I guess:) yep don't worry mom...my bed's not facing the door:)

~me~ at 12:22 AM

my search for verve

Sunday, March 19, 2006 Another saturday gone by..why do the weekends fly by so fast? I had a good bible study last night with gloria and ollie:) haha we felt kinda bad for not going for FOCUS but we made up for it by having our own little group study at our dining room table:) it was good in that I probably spoke up more than I would have if I had gone for FOCUS:) The bible really confuses me at times. Sometimes I wonder if a situation arose in which my faith was tested, I would fail. Doesn't the fact that I'm thinking this already mean I'm weak in faith? But then again, people say, in dire situations, you can surprise yourself. I guess it just means we can never know for sure what we will do, or what we won't do in a certain situation. It's just scary that life can be so uncertain, so shakey, so unpredictable. I remember gloria and ollie saying this yesterday, "Nothing's for certain, except God." I really thank God for them. :) And this is really off-topic, but it's kinda weird how the topic of 'luck' came up 3 times today in 3 seperate conversations with 3 different people. Do you believe in luck? Guess I'm not even sure what luck is supposed to mean. Yeah I feel lucky, in a blessed sort of way, but most of the time I feel I don't have good luck. like the kind of good luck in mahjong, or winning the lottery. Then again that kind of luck is never really neccessary..in a way its good not to have that sort of luck, or else you'd just be alot harder to please when it came to other things in life. And in a form of procrasination, I moved around my furniture in my room abit today:) Also cos I got kinda weirded out by waking up to my reflection every morning I guess:) yep don't worry mom...my bed's not facing the door:) ~me~ at 12:22 AM
design by may