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Thursday, January 26, 2006

Thank you everyone:) My 21st was truly a memorable one..I didn't want to make a big deal out of it but you guys made it special for me:)

Gloria: Yep different people know different sides of me. But some know more sides than others:) It depends on how much I'm willing to show of myself to another. Haha well yeah I do think a lot. You're not the first to tell me that..I guess I do have a lot on my mind..but what's on my mind might not neccessarily trouble me:) I do fret and get upset over things of course, but I guess I don't like to show it as much cos I keep telling myself to think optimistically:) I always believe that no matter how upset I am over something, it can't compare to others in the world who have to think about whether or not they're going to have food for tomorrow, or people who don't have the luxuries of education. I remember you telling me before that I tend to hide my feelings..but I don't think it's intentional; it's more of me trying to look on the bright side of life:) Thanks for the listening ear glowie:) Hmm and sometimes I feel the same way about wanting a magic wand:) Heh yay we're gonna be housemates this year!

Haha I was just reading xinli's blog..on how she and cindy planned the whole surprise:) It's interesting to know what happens behind the scenes & how much goes into any plan. I can just imagine them walking down my street in the middle of the night wielding giant pink balloons and laughing at the top of their voices:) And I really wish I could have given you guys a ride home that night! Haha and by the way, Buster took one look at my huge pink balloons, gave a big yelp and ducked under my bed to hide.

Anyway feeling rather tired now..probably due to the past couple of late nights & a looong afternoon of babysitting. Babies look tiny & innocent but they can take a lot out of you :P Since coming back, I've a newfound respect for all mothers.

Think the most frustrating thing about taking care of a baby is that they're unable to tell you what's wrong. You can only guess what the problem is. It's heart-wrenching to hear a baby wail and not know what the problem is..

Haha this is Lucas at his most satisfied moment -- after a feeding:) I can place him on my lap and he'll just stare back at me, all smiley & gurgly:) I'll miss him when I leave.

~me~ at 12:30 AM

my search for verve

Thursday, January 26, 2006 Thank you everyone:) My 21st was truly a memorable one..I didn't want to make a big deal out of it but you guys made it special for me:) Gloria: Yep different people know different sides of me. But some know more sides than others:) It depends on how much I'm willing to show of myself to another. Haha well yeah I do think a lot. You're not the first to tell me that..I guess I do have a lot on my mind..but what's on my mind might not neccessarily trouble me:) I do fret and get upset over things of course, but I guess I don't like to show it as much cos I keep telling myself to think optimistically:) I always believe that no matter how upset I am over something, it can't compare to others in the world who have to think about whether or not they're going to have food for tomorrow, or people who don't have the luxuries of education. I remember you telling me before that I tend to hide my feelings..but I don't think it's intentional; it's more of me trying to look on the bright side of life:) Thanks for the listening ear glowie:) Hmm and sometimes I feel the same way about wanting a magic wand:) Heh yay we're gonna be housemates this year! Haha I was just reading xinli's blog..on how she and cindy planned the whole surprise:) It's interesting to know what happens behind the scenes & how much goes into any plan. I can just imagine them walking down my street in the middle of the night wielding giant pink balloons and laughing at the top of their voices:) And I really wish I could have given you guys a ride home that night! Haha and by the way, Buster took one look at my huge pink balloons, gave a big yelp and ducked under my bed to hide. Anyway feeling rather tired now..probably due to the past couple of late nights & a looong afternoon of babysitting. Babies look tiny & innocent but they can take a lot out of you :P Since coming back, I've a newfound respect for all mothers. Think the most frustrating thing about taking care of a baby is that they're unable to tell you what's wrong. You can only guess what the problem is. It's heart-wrenching to hear a baby wail and not know what the problem is.. Haha this is Lucas at his most satisfied moment -- after a feeding:) I can place him on my lap and he'll just stare back at me, all smiley & gurgly:) I'll miss him when I leave. ~me~ at 12:30 AM
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