germy.

Friday, December 16, 2005

Poor alf..think he was in pain during his last few moments..my sister was carrying Lucas when she noticed alf kind of sprawled in a corner of the cage..I tried to feed him but he couldn't even lift his head up to take the piece of capsicum I held out to him :P so I took him out of the cage..and then I just felt his body go limp :( Sighs. He's had a long, good life. Rest in peace alf.

Was kind of lost in thought after that..was just holding Lucas in my arms as my sister cleaned up the guinea pig cage. I know..he wasn't even really my pet but I still felt sad..never really had a pet die in my arms so suddenly like that before..guess it was just kind of unexpected. Buster: don't go away so abruptly ok?

Today’s been pretty cinderella-ish for me..cleaned the house then cooked lunch for my mom and sisters..then looked after Lucas while my sister took a break..heh but I rewarded myself with krispy kremes!Raymond brought back SEVENTY krispy kremes from korea..Bravo. thought it was an australian thing but I guess not. But personally I think krispy kremes in australia taste better. Somehow donuts don’t taste as good when the weather’s hot and sweltering. Hmm think I'm probably the only one at home eating them.. :)

My mom was packing and going through her photo collection earlier...She was glancing at our baby photos and suddenly exclaimed that my elder sister looked exactly like Lucas when she was a baby:)haha the old photos really did look like Lucas..We had flipped through half the album when we realised that the front of the album was actually labelled as MINE. Haha so Lucas looks like me:) Lucky kid:) Looking at Lucas now I think I was pretty cute as a kid:) heh. Its uncanny though. Hmph and my own mother can't even recognise my baby pictures.

My mom also showed us photos of Jude..and also photos taken at Jude's funeral. It was pretty sad..I've never seen my parents looking that upset before. Even from the old photos, I could sense their pain..but I guess anyone in their position would have been grieved.

Hmm I wonder...Do animals go to heaven? They don’t have souls..but they have spirits right? I do think that animals have individuality and character..Perhaps there’s a guinea pig heaven. And a dog heaven.

~me~ at 10:11 PM

my search for verve

Friday, December 16, 2005 Poor alf..think he was in pain during his last few moments..my sister was carrying Lucas when she noticed alf kind of sprawled in a corner of the cage..I tried to feed him but he couldn't even lift his head up to take the piece of capsicum I held out to him :P so I took him out of the cage..and then I just felt his body go limp :( Sighs. He's had a long, good life. Rest in peace alf. Was kind of lost in thought after that..was just holding Lucas in my arms as my sister cleaned up the guinea pig cage. I know..he wasn't even really my pet but I still felt sad..never really had a pet die in my arms so suddenly like that before..guess it was just kind of unexpected. Buster: don't go away so abruptly ok? Today’s been pretty cinderella-ish for me..cleaned the house then cooked lunch for my mom and sisters..then looked after Lucas while my sister took a break..heh but I rewarded myself with krispy kremes!Raymond brought back SEVENTY krispy kremes from korea..Bravo. thought it was an australian thing but I guess not. But personally I think krispy kremes in australia taste better. Somehow donuts don’t taste as good when the weather’s hot and sweltering. Hmm think I'm probably the only one at home eating them.. :) My mom was packing and going through her photo collection earlier...She was glancing at our baby photos and suddenly exclaimed that my elder sister looked exactly like Lucas when she was a baby:)haha the old photos really did look like Lucas..We had flipped through half the album when we realised that the front of the album was actually labelled as MINE. Haha so Lucas looks like me:) Lucky kid:) Looking at Lucas now I think I was pretty cute as a kid:) heh. Its uncanny though. Hmph and my own mother can't even recognise my baby pictures. My mom also showed us photos of Jude..and also photos taken at Jude's funeral. It was pretty sad..I've never seen my parents looking that upset before. Even from the old photos, I could sense their pain..but I guess anyone in their position would have been grieved. Hmm I wonder...Do animals go to heaven? They don’t have souls..but they have spirits right? I do think that animals have individuality and character..Perhaps there’s a guinea pig heaven. And a dog heaven. ~me~ at 10:11 PM
design by may