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Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Accompanied my sister to the hospital today to remove her stitches and for Lucas's checkup.. He seemed to enjoy the car ride to the hospital:) He was just watching the passing scenary with a pensive expression:) Heh had some fun with my camera today..



Lucas's jaundice is improving but very slowly. Poor kid. He really doesn't like being put under the UV light machine thingy but its the only way to bring his bilirubin levels down quickly. Was watching Lucas sleep earlier..wonder what babies dream of. He was smiling and twitching in his sleep..my sister says he's probably just dreaming of food. or sleep? What else does he know of at his age?


I think the most frustrating thing about taking care of a baby is not knowing why exactly he's crying..but then when I just watch him sleeping, or when he simply stares back at me, I just marvel at the wonders of the world and thank God for allowing us these peaceful moments amidst the chaos and confusion we face in life:) somehow everything suddenly seems right in the world:) Haha I feel like laughing everytime I see Chris carry Lucas. He carries him like a toy; in one arm, waving him around and playing with him all the time.


Anyway I haven't been sleeping too well for the past few nights..not because of the baby..probably more because I'm still operating on sydney time..get up early and just lie in bed at times..and then I can hear the baby crying sometimes..Yeah but I guess all this just makes me appreciate what my parents did for me when I was a baby:)


enping: Thank you!I'm happy to be back as well:) ooops what concert?haha and when?
debs: harry in the afternoon!ok!:)meeting at orchard?

~me~ at 12:56 AM

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