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Saturday, August 20, 2005

"Depression is a low, sad state in which life seems dark and its challenges overwhelming."
Ha my assignment this semester’s on adolescent depression..kind of depressing…:)

It’s a quiet weekend here at creston..but sometimes I think I prefer it quiet:) ha less people to fight for the computer with and more family-like atmosphere at the dining table:) I miss my room back home..where I can blast my music and where I know my sisters and parents are just on the other side of the wall..

Ha sorry I’m kind of in a thoughtful mood tonight..and I think I’m just finding an excuse to procrasinate right now:) wanted to blog but somehow didn’t really know what to blog about.. like how sometimes I sit at the piano and nothing come to mind and I don’t know what to play..ha then someone told me to just blog what comes to mind:)

Erm what comes to mind…ok medshow last night was really good:) I’m amazed at the sea of multitalented people here!they were singing, dancing and acting and it was pretty impressive to think that they did everything from scratch:) I miss the atmosphere of a performance. Its been more about one and a half years since my last performance..with the rgs alumni:) but even then it was different cos I knew I was only there as an ‘extra’ and not actually as one of the main performers of the main band..the feeling after a performance is always amazing..its like you work so hard and put in so much time in something and when its all over you somehow can't really believe its over..I miss making music with the rgs gang, and I miss gerald and andrew’s crazy antics during prac, I miss my sense of confidence when I’m playing percussion:) I think perrcussion really helped to build that in me:)

Learning in sydney involves not being afraid to speak up and I guess that’s something I’m slowly picking up..I admire the locals’ abilities to give presentations so spontaneously and how they seem so confident in everything they do:)

Sigh ok enough procrascinating. I should go study microbiology now..salmonella and shigella and campylobactor here I come…:)

~me~ at 10:36 PM

my search for verve

Saturday, August 20, 2005 "Depression is a low, sad state in which life seems dark and its challenges overwhelming." Ha my assignment this semester’s on adolescent depression..kind of depressing…:) It’s a quiet weekend here at creston..but sometimes I think I prefer it quiet:) ha less people to fight for the computer with and more family-like atmosphere at the dining table:) I miss my room back home..where I can blast my music and where I know my sisters and parents are just on the other side of the wall.. Ha sorry I’m kind of in a thoughtful mood tonight..and I think I’m just finding an excuse to procrasinate right now:) wanted to blog but somehow didn’t really know what to blog about.. like how sometimes I sit at the piano and nothing come to mind and I don’t know what to play..ha then someone told me to just blog what comes to mind:) Erm what comes to mind…ok medshow last night was really good:) I’m amazed at the sea of multitalented people here!they were singing, dancing and acting and it was pretty impressive to think that they did everything from scratch:) I miss the atmosphere of a performance. Its been more about one and a half years since my last performance..with the rgs alumni:) but even then it was different cos I knew I was only there as an ‘extra’ and not actually as one of the main performers of the main band..the feeling after a performance is always amazing..its like you work so hard and put in so much time in something and when its all over you somehow can't really believe its over..I miss making music with the rgs gang, and I miss gerald and andrew’s crazy antics during prac, I miss my sense of confidence when I’m playing percussion:) I think perrcussion really helped to build that in me:) Learning in sydney involves not being afraid to speak up and I guess that’s something I’m slowly picking up..I admire the locals’ abilities to give presentations so spontaneously and how they seem so confident in everything they do:) Sigh ok enough procrascinating. I should go study microbiology now..salmonella and shigella and campylobactor here I come…:) ~me~ at 10:36 PM
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