germy.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

"anyway i thought this was a rather nice piece of writing about sisterhood and you came into my mind. Have a read ;)"

Thanks for the nice email:) really miss ya:)

Had a talk with ling last night and it occurred to both of us that we weren’t actually feeling homesick anymore.. I think maybe ‘homesick’ is just not the word..I do miss home, but its not the same feeling as in the beginning of the year when I first came here.."homesickness seemed like an ongoing process back then..now it just seems to some at sudden moments..oh well, its good right?ha but then ling said she actually felt guilty about not feeling homesick..don’t know why..it was a lot harder to leave home the second time around but somehow settling back into the routine of life here again was a lot faster this time:) I think its probably cos this semester seems a lot busier..there never seems to be nothing to do..but work is interesting:)

Ling seems so much older than her age sometimes..ha people here don’t believe me when I tell them I’m 20:) but I guess looking young is good:) I think I’ve learnt a lot from the people I’ve met here:) plus learnt a lot about myself as well:) ha and I’ve learnt that there actually are people blurer than me…I just spoke to mythili..

Mythili (comes into computer room with her bag) : bye I’m going out.
Me : now?
Mythili : yep.
Me : In your pajamas?
Mythili (looking down) : oh ya. (walks back to her room)

Living in a college has its perks:)I get to meet a lot of interesting characters..but then again it doesn’t feel right sometimes either..Ling put it this way, "its good to feel settled in and comfortable with others…but then its when people get too comfortable with one another that they start thinking less of others.."

Talked to my family on Sunday..my mom said I sounded happy:) but I think sometimes I sound happy more for the sake of others than for myself..its easy to sound happy, but true happiness is hard to depict or describe or feel:) I guess sounding happy makes it easier to feel happy at times..ha ok rambling on now..think I’m in a weird mood now..dinner was weird..feeling a bit sick now..

Speaking of sick..everyone around college seems to sneezing and coughing away!ack surrounded by germs..think its cos of the crazy sydney weather:) it was freezing last week and then its hot hot hot this week again. Sigh. Biblestudy soon..have a nice week guys:)

debs: hey hey!thanks dear:)hope u had a happy national day too:)
nad: ha yep think I was really lucky that night to have seen the fireworks:) oh yep and I'm still lurking around:)
nic: ha really? thanks:) yep my mom told me that too:) but I still miss all of you!

~me~ at 9:47 PM

my search for verve

Wednesday, August 17, 2005 "anyway i thought this was a rather nice piece of writing about sisterhood and you came into my mind. Have a read ;)" Thanks for the nice email:) really miss ya:) Had a talk with ling last night and it occurred to both of us that we weren’t actually feeling homesick anymore.. I think maybe ‘homesick’ is just not the word..I do miss home, but its not the same feeling as in the beginning of the year when I first came here.."homesickness seemed like an ongoing process back then..now it just seems to some at sudden moments..oh well, its good right?ha but then ling said she actually felt guilty about not feeling homesick..don’t know why..it was a lot harder to leave home the second time around but somehow settling back into the routine of life here again was a lot faster this time:) I think its probably cos this semester seems a lot busier..there never seems to be nothing to do..but work is interesting:) Ling seems so much older than her age sometimes..ha people here don’t believe me when I tell them I’m 20:) but I guess looking young is good:) I think I’ve learnt a lot from the people I’ve met here:) plus learnt a lot about myself as well:) ha and I’ve learnt that there actually are people blurer than me…I just spoke to mythili.. Mythili (comes into computer room with her bag) : bye I’m going out. Me : now? Mythili : yep. Me : In your pajamas? Mythili (looking down) : oh ya. (walks back to her room) Living in a college has its perks:)I get to meet a lot of interesting characters..but then again it doesn’t feel right sometimes either..Ling put it this way, "its good to feel settled in and comfortable with others…but then its when people get too comfortable with one another that they start thinking less of others.." Talked to my family on Sunday..my mom said I sounded happy:) but I think sometimes I sound happy more for the sake of others than for myself..its easy to sound happy, but true happiness is hard to depict or describe or feel:) I guess sounding happy makes it easier to feel happy at times..ha ok rambling on now..think I’m in a weird mood now..dinner was weird..feeling a bit sick now.. Speaking of sick..everyone around college seems to sneezing and coughing away!ack surrounded by germs..think its cos of the crazy sydney weather:) it was freezing last week and then its hot hot hot this week again. Sigh. Biblestudy soon..have a nice week guys:) debs: hey hey!thanks dear:)hope u had a happy national day too:) nad: ha yep think I was really lucky that night to have seen the fireworks:) oh yep and I'm still lurking around:) nic: ha really? thanks:) yep my mom told me that too:) but I still miss all of you! ~me~ at 9:47 PM
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