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Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Sometimes I just feel sad here..and I can’t explain exactly why either..gloria was telling me how the graph of homesickness versus time is like an inverted bell..its awful when you first leave home, then it gets better, then gets worse as you near the time to whe you can finally go home..

Ah well..I don’t know if its homesickness or just the general feeling of depression about life..about wondering if I made the right choices, whether or not I’m making the right decisions, whether or not I’m living my life the way I want to..

I have been getting closer to a few people here in sydney, but somehow something still feels lacking in my life..I‘ve been finally catching up on blogs..feels so surreal to read about everyone having fun back home during holidays..its hard to believe its only been 3 months here!feels more like 3 years..my friend was telling me how by right, by the end of this sem, we should have known 1/12 of the information we’re supposed to know as doctors..hahasounds like a lot, but somehow doesn’t feel like I’ve learnt that much..well I suppose a lot of what we still have to know as doctors will be stuff learnt on the job..

Anyway gotta go for class now..today’s lesson plan looks pretty random once again..
~me~ at 10:44 AM