germy.

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

It ocurred to me today...these are probably the last few months I'll be spending with my dog..Buster's already 7..He'll probably be in dog heaven by the time I return from tasmania :(

And I was talking to my maid too..she's been with my family since I was 12..There's a big chance she won't be around too when I get back..hmm but I guess a lot of things will be different when I return.I'll be different.My sister would have been married for 6 years!I'll probably be an aunt by then.Woah I suddenly feel so old.I'm going to be an auntie!hmm can't imagine my elder sister as a mom though...

Let me try to list down what I see happening in 6 years..
Good points
1) I'll be a doctor. (hopefully)
2) I'll probably be an aunt.
3) My parents can finally retire.
4) I'll be more independant. :)
Bad points
5) I would have forgotten how to play the piano. :(
6) I would have completely lost my drumming skills.
7) Buster would be in doggy heaven eating all the food he wants.
8) I'd be melting in Singapore weather after 6 years in tasmania.
9) I'd have completely lost the ability to speak mandarin. (come to think of it, that's pretty much the case now too.) haha I'd possibly have an accent..
10) Lea (my maid) would have returned to Phillipines.
11) I would have missed seeing the birth of my sister's children.

Hmm of course, the good points make up for a lot of the bad points, since they all affect me in the long run. I've got to learn to be less emotional, and less sentimental.

Ok this doesn't have much to do with the previous paragraphs...I've been having a recurring dream these couple of nights..It isn't very long, and doesn't make much sense.I only remember flying.I recall myself soaring straight up into the air, and swooping past clouds, like superman! Thats all I can call to mind. Heh maybe God's trying to tell me something. Wish I could fly in reality. That would rock. Then again I get airsick..

yahui: thanks!I'm looking forward to the scenary too..but I'll definitely miss all of you in singapore... :)
cheng: haha I'm really touched cheng!I hope you can get over your seasick-ness by next year too!I could always make the 2 hour trip to melbourne from tasmania too!:)hope you'll have fun on your melbourne trip tmr.
debra: haha yep. In other words, you're telling me I've got a baby face right?:)
clot: haha thanks!but do you mean I looked cute as a kid or I look cute now?!:)
pips: haha yep but I'm nostalgic pretty much most of the time!esp these few weeks..I am happy though.thanks!:)
meiling: hello meiling!!!haha yes it came as a sudden sursprise to me too..life continues to surprise me at many turns.thank you!

~me~ at 12:07 AM

my search for verve

Tuesday, November 09, 2004 It ocurred to me today...these are probably the last few months I'll be spending with my dog..Buster's already 7..He'll probably be in dog heaven by the time I return from tasmania :( And I was talking to my maid too..she's been with my family since I was 12..There's a big chance she won't be around too when I get back..hmm but I guess a lot of things will be different when I return.I'll be different.My sister would have been married for 6 years!I'll probably be an aunt by then.Woah I suddenly feel so old.I'm going to be an auntie!hmm can't imagine my elder sister as a mom though... Let me try to list down what I see happening in 6 years.. Good points 1) I'll be a doctor. (hopefully) 2) I'll probably be an aunt. 3) My parents can finally retire. 4) I'll be more independant. :) Bad points 5) I would have forgotten how to play the piano. :( 6) I would have completely lost my drumming skills. 7) Buster would be in doggy heaven eating all the food he wants. 8) I'd be melting in Singapore weather after 6 years in tasmania. 9) I'd have completely lost the ability to speak mandarin. (come to think of it, that's pretty much the case now too.) haha I'd possibly have an accent.. 10) Lea (my maid) would have returned to Phillipines. 11) I would have missed seeing the birth of my sister's children. Hmm of course, the good points make up for a lot of the bad points, since they all affect me in the long run. I've got to learn to be less emotional, and less sentimental. Ok this doesn't have much to do with the previous paragraphs...I've been having a recurring dream these couple of nights..It isn't very long, and doesn't make much sense.I only remember flying.I recall myself soaring straight up into the air, and swooping past clouds, like superman! Thats all I can call to mind. Heh maybe God's trying to tell me something. Wish I could fly in reality. That would rock. Then again I get airsick.. yahui: thanks!I'm looking forward to the scenary too..but I'll definitely miss all of you in singapore... :) cheng: haha I'm really touched cheng!I hope you can get over your seasick-ness by next year too!I could always make the 2 hour trip to melbourne from tasmania too!:)hope you'll have fun on your melbourne trip tmr. debra: haha yep. In other words, you're telling me I've got a baby face right?:) clot: haha thanks!but do you mean I looked cute as a kid or I look cute now?!:) pips: haha yep but I'm nostalgic pretty much most of the time!esp these few weeks..I am happy though.thanks!:) meiling: hello meiling!!!haha yes it came as a sudden sursprise to me too..life continues to surprise me at many turns.thank you! ~me~ at 12:07 AM
design by may