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Tuesday, October 05, 2004

So many important things happened in the last week..where to start?

Ok, the highlight of last week...I donated blood for the first time last wed!I've always wanted to...but I was too much of a coward to bring myself to do it back at RJ. I HATE needles. I'm also not sure what exactly spurred me on this time. I think it was my classmates. I donated blood with this other girl who was doing it for the first time too..Our classmates were standing next to our chairs, cheering us on:) haha to take my mind of the HUGE needle stuck in my arm, my classmate talked rubbish to me the whole time. I was really grateful to him for that. ( the nurse had a lot of trouble finding my vein at first and she had to slap continuously at my arm to finally locate it. Ouch.) Yep and I felt really good after that. Haha my friend told me that donating blood's healthy. I almost didn't do it though..my male classmate who donated blood before me had to sit there for an HOUR, cos his blood wouldn't flow..he sat there for so long that his blood actually started clotting in the tube!poor guy..

I'm actually surprised myself that I didn't mention what I'm about to say now before the blood donation event. I got rejected by University of Western Australia. Yep. I received the rejection letter last friday, but honestly I haven't been thinking about it too much. Does this mean I'm not too upset over staying in Singapore? Or that I'm trying to make myself believe that I'm not upset by telling myself to think that I'm not upset? I still haven't heard from university of Tasmania. But I guess I'm probably stuck in Singapore..But thats not too bad a thing. Really.

I'm feeling more positive this week...and I'm proud to say that its all because of Lionel. He faces life with such optimism. He's my hero. I've given myself a new aim in life: to face life with the same positive attitude as him:) Look on the bright side everybody!life might be lousy at times, but all its beautiful aspects make up for it.

Jing: hey thanks dear!its nice to know someone understands how I feel:)oh well, guess the decision's already been made for me, maybe that's why I don't feel as confused..
Cheng: ??????
Pips: HEY!!!!haha nice to see you here...thanks for the thoughtful words..but they came just a bit too late, seeing as how I just received the rejection letter..leave more msges here though!so I know you're out there:)yep I do think I need more time to myself..but I don't know how to go about doing that when uni's just so super busy now..thanks a lot anyway:)you take care too:)

~me~ at 10:57 PM

my search for verve

Tuesday, October 05, 2004 So many important things happened in the last week..where to start? Ok, the highlight of last week...I donated blood for the first time last wed!I've always wanted to...but I was too much of a coward to bring myself to do it back at RJ. I HATE needles. I'm also not sure what exactly spurred me on this time. I think it was my classmates. I donated blood with this other girl who was doing it for the first time too..Our classmates were standing next to our chairs, cheering us on:) haha to take my mind of the HUGE needle stuck in my arm, my classmate talked rubbish to me the whole time. I was really grateful to him for that. ( the nurse had a lot of trouble finding my vein at first and she had to slap continuously at my arm to finally locate it. Ouch.) Yep and I felt really good after that. Haha my friend told me that donating blood's healthy. I almost didn't do it though..my male classmate who donated blood before me had to sit there for an HOUR, cos his blood wouldn't flow..he sat there for so long that his blood actually started clotting in the tube!poor guy.. I'm actually surprised myself that I didn't mention what I'm about to say now before the blood donation event. I got rejected by University of Western Australia. Yep. I received the rejection letter last friday, but honestly I haven't been thinking about it too much. Does this mean I'm not too upset over staying in Singapore? Or that I'm trying to make myself believe that I'm not upset by telling myself to think that I'm not upset? I still haven't heard from university of Tasmania. But I guess I'm probably stuck in Singapore..But thats not too bad a thing. Really. I'm feeling more positive this week...and I'm proud to say that its all because of Lionel. He faces life with such optimism. He's my hero. I've given myself a new aim in life: to face life with the same positive attitude as him:) Look on the bright side everybody!life might be lousy at times, but all its beautiful aspects make up for it. Jing: hey thanks dear!its nice to know someone understands how I feel:)oh well, guess the decision's already been made for me, maybe that's why I don't feel as confused.. Cheng: ?????? Pips: HEY!!!!haha nice to see you here...thanks for the thoughtful words..but they came just a bit too late, seeing as how I just received the rejection letter..leave more msges here though!so I know you're out there:)yep I do think I need more time to myself..but I don't know how to go about doing that when uni's just so super busy now..thanks a lot anyway:)you take care too:) ~me~ at 10:57 PM
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