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Tuesday, September 21, 2004

I've spent the last 2 days mugging at NUS central library.Think I'm seriously becoming a nerd..its weird.Lately I feel so detached from the rest of the world...like I'm just in my own little corner of the world..I fee like I haven't seen a lot of my friends recently..but I know thats no one else's fault but mine :( everyone i'm really sorry if i've shut myself off from you...lately life just seems so sian.I don't feel like doing anything.All I can do is study study study...University really bites.Or maybe its just chem engineering..sigh but I know I shouldn't complain cos everyone else is going through the same thing.

I just read debra's blog and I agree with her abt life being surreal.Everyone's flown off,or is flying off soon.Meanwhile I'm still in my own little world.Life just feels...sigh I can't describe in words..sian.Without aim.I don't know what I"m doing with my life...I really thank God for blessing me with a wonderful life.Compared to so many other people,I have such a good life.Yet I still find things to complain about...haha sorry people think I'm in a weird mood tonight..Maybe its all the studying...or maybe i'm just still confused about australia...

~me~ at 11:09 PM