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Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Ruth flew off on sunday night. I felt fine the whole weekend, it was only when it came to writing her goodbye note that evening before i left for the airport, that I suddenly felt a rush of emotions. But I'm very happy for her..she's pursuing her dreams!I look forward to seeing you in action Dr Ruth Chen!:)Take care and keep warm in London.
Life's really surreal now. It feels like I'm living someone else's life. Like what I'm going each day isn't really happening to me, but to someone else.Haha sorry guys think I've really been sounding very weird these days..
Everyday's pretty much the same..I wake up at 7,go to sch,tuition,get home to mug,sleep my usual 5 hours of sleep, and the whole cycle repeats itself. On a happy note,I got a nice surprise through the mail yesterday:)Thanks chengyee for your sweet thoughtful card.It was a simple gesture but really made my day:)
Haha another surprise that made me smile came to me while I was leafing through the RJ thermodynamic notes debra lent me. I quote: "simple shapes make nice pictures, little debra beautify big world." Haha yes its true debra. You beautify the world. Everybody does in their own special ways!:)
Sometimes it's the little things in life which keep you going:)haha get it debra?LITTLE.

Noelle: Thank you so much:)Like I said its the little things in life which matter sometimes...and your words really mean something to me:)
Yaya: heh I applied to uni of western aust, UNSW, and uni of tasmania..yep.but nothing's decided or confirmed yet..
Meiling: HEEEYYY!!so nice to hear from you again:)haha thanks I'm doing fine!you're probably a lot busier than me...haha think you're the first law student to join band.Everyone was so impressed that day:)you hang in there too dear!!hope to hear from you soon!
Chengyeee: Hey!haha yes thanks again for the lovely card dear!It was a truly pleasant surprise thats kept me smiling since:)

~me~ at 11:56 PM

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

I've spent the last 2 days mugging at NUS central library.Think I'm seriously becoming a nerd..its weird.Lately I feel so detached from the rest of the world...like I'm just in my own little corner of the world..I fee like I haven't seen a lot of my friends recently..but I know thats no one else's fault but mine :( everyone i'm really sorry if i've shut myself off from you...lately life just seems so sian.I don't feel like doing anything.All I can do is study study study...University really bites.Or maybe its just chem engineering..sigh but I know I shouldn't complain cos everyone else is going through the same thing.

I just read debra's blog and I agree with her abt life being surreal.Everyone's flown off,or is flying off soon.Meanwhile I'm still in my own little world.Life just feels...sigh I can't describe in words..sian.Without aim.I don't know what I"m doing with my life...I really thank God for blessing me with a wonderful life.Compared to so many other people,I have such a good life.Yet I still find things to complain about...haha sorry people think I'm in a weird mood tonight..Maybe its all the studying...or maybe i'm just still confused about australia...

~me~ at 11:09 PM

Thursday, September 16, 2004

yoohoo!!!haha sorry if this is gradually becoming a stagnant blog.I promise I'll make more of an effort to update:)sigh been esp busy with studies(what else)this last 2 weeks cos I've got my mid-semester tests next week!its qt irritating cos chem engineering is the only faculty having mid-semester tests during the one-week "mid-sem break".yeah right.what kind of break has tests.:(

But I shouldn't complain too much..life's really not that bad..hmm think I'm adopting a heck-care attitude cos of the possibility of me leaving for Australia..esp with all the recent departures of friends leaving for studies,its really gotten me to thinking about what life might be like for me..but i keep reminding myself that there's an equal chance i'll be staying in singapore..recent happenings have really made me wonder..I really don't mind staying in singapore(heh but i foresee I'll prob end up teaching tuition if i go down that path)medicine's a dream for me,but i love teaching as well..if i'm this indecisive now,does it mean i don't have what it takes to get through med school?never mind be a doctor??think i'm back to the confused state as i was in the beginning of the year again...sigh but there's nothing i can do anyway until thee unis give me their replies..

oh yep hello nic,nadine and jing!:)nice to hear from you guys..hope you're all fitting in well and having the experience of a lifetime:)
Chengyee--haha that was fast!it wasn't too long ago that we went on our hair-cutting date..
deb--haha thanks...yep think i'm really lucky to have someone like him in my life:)
andrew--yeah time really flies..haha before you know it another 2 years will be gone and you'll be out of NS!!!
ruth--yep dear i'll definitely be there to see you off!!:(

gotta go!!!take care:)

~me~ at 11:07 PM

Sunday, September 05, 2004

Woah didn't realise how long its been since my last post..haha ok to sum up my week,it was a sad,happy,stressful but fun one at the same time. It was sad for obvious reasons; I really miss you jing,nadine and nicole! yeah but at the same time I'm happy that you guys have started on a new phase of your lives...It also made me wonder what life would be like for me if I went to australia...anyway, I camped over at changi airport on tues night to send off jing..it was an experience mugging at BK at 2am..It felt surreal sending off jing,like she wasn't really leaving,and that we were all there for another purpose..take care jing if you're reading this!:)

We then had to rush back to nus, all the way on the other side of Singapore..I was half asleep during my 8 am lecture...a moment to remember is when I said goodbye to the twins at clementi mrt...the pgp gang had alighted at buona vista so I had a private few moments with the twins..it was weird saying bye at the mrt--we still looked half asleep and were giving one another hugs..even though I've only known the twins for a little more than 2 years, they're people I can really relate to,and have fun with:)I'll miss having them around..yeah nicole and nadine:do remember to stay warm in toronto k!hope you guys are having a blast:)

The rest of the week seemed to just fly by...I officially proclaim myself stressed this week...I've got at least one tutorial or an assignment due everyday this week!sigh and chem practical's coming up soon this thursday...sob.

On a happy note,me and lionel went out yesterday night to celebrate our 2 year anniversary:)it was a fun,simple night that reminded me once more why I'm in a relationship with him:)thanks for the great night dear!:)

heh and I also had a good time catching up with amelia,michelle and ruth on fri...we met up at arts canteen for lunch...haha amelia and michelle were in heaven after eating science canteen food for an eternity:)yep it was nice hearing abt their classes and the interesting things they were studying...hey ruth!: yes we've gotta meet up more often before you go off:)lets meet up for lunch soon again!

ok now i gotta go back to mugging...take care everyone!:)

~me~ at 10:56 PM

my search for verve

Tuesday, September 28, 2004 Ruth flew off on sunday night. I felt fine the whole weekend, it was only when it came to writing her goodbye note that evening before i left for the airport, that I suddenly felt a rush of emotions. But I'm very happy for her..she's pursuing her dreams!I look forward to seeing you in action Dr Ruth Chen!:)Take care and keep warm in London. Life's really surreal now. It feels like I'm living someone else's life. Like what I'm going each day isn't really happening to me, but to someone else.Haha sorry guys think I've really been sounding very weird these days.. Everyday's pretty much the same..I wake up at 7,go to sch,tuition,get home to mug,sleep my usual 5 hours of sleep, and the whole cycle repeats itself. On a happy note,I got a nice surprise through the mail yesterday:)Thanks chengyee for your sweet thoughtful card.It was a simple gesture but really made my day:) Haha another surprise that made me smile came to me while I was leafing through the RJ thermodynamic notes debra lent me. I quote: "simple shapes make nice pictures, little debra beautify big world." Haha yes its true debra. You beautify the world. Everybody does in their own special ways!:) Sometimes it's the little things in life which keep you going:)haha get it debra?LITTLE. Noelle: Thank you so much:)Like I said its the little things in life which matter sometimes...and your words really mean something to me:) Yaya: heh I applied to uni of western aust, UNSW, and uni of tasmania..yep.but nothing's decided or confirmed yet.. Meiling: HEEEYYY!!so nice to hear from you again:)haha thanks I'm doing fine!you're probably a lot busier than me...haha think you're the first law student to join band.Everyone was so impressed that day:)you hang in there too dear!!hope to hear from you soon! Chengyeee: Hey!haha yes thanks again for the lovely card dear!It was a truly pleasant surprise thats kept me smiling since:) ~me~ at 11:56 PM Tuesday, September 21, 2004 I've spent the last 2 days mugging at NUS central library.Think I'm seriously becoming a nerd..its weird.Lately I feel so detached from the rest of the world...like I'm just in my own little corner of the world..I fee like I haven't seen a lot of my friends recently..but I know thats no one else's fault but mine :( everyone i'm really sorry if i've shut myself off from you...lately life just seems so sian.I don't feel like doing anything.All I can do is study study study...University really bites.Or maybe its just chem engineering..sigh but I know I shouldn't complain cos everyone else is going through the same thing. I just read debra's blog and I agree with her abt life being surreal.Everyone's flown off,or is flying off soon.Meanwhile I'm still in my own little world.Life just feels...sigh I can't describe in words..sian.Without aim.I don't know what I"m doing with my life...I really thank God for blessing me with a wonderful life.Compared to so many other people,I have such a good life.Yet I still find things to complain about...haha sorry people think I'm in a weird mood tonight..Maybe its all the studying...or maybe i'm just still confused about australia... ~me~ at 11:09 PM Thursday, September 16, 2004 yoohoo!!!haha sorry if this is gradually becoming a stagnant blog.I promise I'll make more of an effort to update:)sigh been esp busy with studies(what else)this last 2 weeks cos I've got my mid-semester tests next week!its qt irritating cos chem engineering is the only faculty having mid-semester tests during the one-week "mid-sem break".yeah right.what kind of break has tests.:( But I shouldn't complain too much..life's really not that bad..hmm think I'm adopting a heck-care attitude cos of the possibility of me leaving for Australia..esp with all the recent departures of friends leaving for studies,its really gotten me to thinking about what life might be like for me..but i keep reminding myself that there's an equal chance i'll be staying in singapore..recent happenings have really made me wonder..I really don't mind staying in singapore(heh but i foresee I'll prob end up teaching tuition if i go down that path)medicine's a dream for me,but i love teaching as well..if i'm this indecisive now,does it mean i don't have what it takes to get through med school?never mind be a doctor??think i'm back to the confused state as i was in the beginning of the year again...sigh but there's nothing i can do anyway until thee unis give me their replies.. oh yep hello nic,nadine and jing!:)nice to hear from you guys..hope you're all fitting in well and having the experience of a lifetime:) Chengyee--haha that was fast!it wasn't too long ago that we went on our hair-cutting date.. deb--haha thanks...yep think i'm really lucky to have someone like him in my life:) andrew--yeah time really flies..haha before you know it another 2 years will be gone and you'll be out of NS!!! ruth--yep dear i'll definitely be there to see you off!!:( gotta go!!!take care:) ~me~ at 11:07 PM Sunday, September 05, 2004 Woah didn't realise how long its been since my last post..haha ok to sum up my week,it was a sad,happy,stressful but fun one at the same time. It was sad for obvious reasons; I really miss you jing,nadine and nicole! yeah but at the same time I'm happy that you guys have started on a new phase of your lives...It also made me wonder what life would be like for me if I went to australia...anyway, I camped over at changi airport on tues night to send off jing..it was an experience mugging at BK at 2am..It felt surreal sending off jing,like she wasn't really leaving,and that we were all there for another purpose..take care jing if you're reading this!:) We then had to rush back to nus, all the way on the other side of Singapore..I was half asleep during my 8 am lecture...a moment to remember is when I said goodbye to the twins at clementi mrt...the pgp gang had alighted at buona vista so I had a private few moments with the twins..it was weird saying bye at the mrt--we still looked half asleep and were giving one another hugs..even though I've only known the twins for a little more than 2 years, they're people I can really relate to,and have fun with:)I'll miss having them around..yeah nicole and nadine:do remember to stay warm in toronto k!hope you guys are having a blast:) The rest of the week seemed to just fly by...I officially proclaim myself stressed this week...I've got at least one tutorial or an assignment due everyday this week!sigh and chem practical's coming up soon this thursday...sob. On a happy note,me and lionel went out yesterday night to celebrate our 2 year anniversary:)it was a fun,simple night that reminded me once more why I'm in a relationship with him:)thanks for the great night dear!:) heh and I also had a good time catching up with amelia,michelle and ruth on fri...we met up at arts canteen for lunch...haha amelia and michelle were in heaven after eating science canteen food for an eternity:)yep it was nice hearing abt their classes and the interesting things they were studying...hey ruth!: yes we've gotta meet up more often before you go off:)lets meet up for lunch soon again! ok now i gotta go back to mugging...take care everyone!:) ~me~ at 10:56 PM
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